This is still August.

So we're still here. The month is long.

There were good things, there were bad things. People were high, people were lost. I am here, I am thinking...

The Homecoming
The birthday.
Karma Police
Playing music.
Our fight
Our talk.

Our lives...

So, many more people are aware of my August theory now. It maybe true, it may not be for you.
You may want to disprove it. I hope you do.

The ironic days... Things are falling into place. Reality bites, but its life.

Inertia creeps... I don't know what to do now. I am used to a routine. I am used to my life.

I was watching this nice movie today... "Pay it forward" it was called. Makes sense to me.
The basic concept was - You help three people, as in truly, when they really need it. And they in turn, help three other people, who help three other! And before you know it, The problem of Global warming will end!! [No, the Movie was not about global warming... Its just the concept thats cool.]

So thats about whats happening... Preparations for birthday and movie is making me run around a little and keep me occupied... Brother was here! More clothes, more funny times... She left though. :(

Cheers to the end of August!

August is here.

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

"We're having a 'talk' tomorrow."
"Don't go. Stay for awhile. Don't leave me with myself.."
"I don't want to be over him...."

I have to go now. Mom in the background, Sleep! she says.... Good night y'all. - 11:00p.m

11:32 - "Hi, sleeping?" he asks... "Simply called," he says.... We talk for awhile.... Have to sleep now...Good night, take care man.

12:08 - She calls. She's in a shitty mood. He's going to do it, she says. She's in a shitty mood. She's looking for that diary. She's in a shitty mood. Call those bums I say... She said ya ok.... I love you, she says. I love you so much too.

12:51 - My brother. He calls. "That guy, THAT guy," he says. "That guy has a girlfriend! What the hell am i doing! I'm ashamed of myself" he says. He is laughing, he can't believe it. He's very amused.
"OK, go sleep now" he says... Good night bro.


August is here.

August 1st :
The day has begun, the month has begun.
- The day doesn't feel good.
- She left a suicide note.
- What is the point?? we argue....
- She cried. "Don't EVER...." she said.

- Stones change things....
"We're ok :)" she says... That's the best news I've heard today.

Maybe there will be good days after all...

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

Cheers!