Shrinking.

A craving for craziness.. Color it turquoise.
A need for change... But not you.
A new addiction.... to thoughts.

Close your eyes and breathe. Families talk to you, you listen. People think chaos exist within them. Wish you could say its true. But you are no healer, you have no power. So you listen. You learn. You absorb.

Now its soaking. The mug is filled and overflowing. You feel like choking. Breathe.

Who says you can't go away? I can make you, ask you or simply tell you. Go back to your world, dear friend. Free yourself from misery and drift away. You are right in everything you say. What you see maybe true, but i cannot choose to believe it. I shall sit by your side and listen. I shall agree and you shall even surprise me and make me smile. You make me curious, you amuse me.

A much needed break - from life and things. To go away far where nobody knows you and calls on you to listen and make choices.

An If Only moment. Danke. Reality strikes shall strike, soon. It should. It is raining on your cardboard box.

Cheers! To possible future excitement.

My week so far.

Im bored and irritated.
Also hungry.

-yawn-

Time to get to work in an empty house.

Level 20 with a Tire iron it is.

Oh we graduated. Yay.

On everything.

Another chapter comes to an end... College is over. Everyone is realising it slowly. One last time to do this, one last chance to do that.

Church Street Inn is a fun place to hang out at.

Slam books to be filled, photos to be taken, people to be missed.

A Really Happy Birthday!

A Simpsons research paper.

Gokarna? Yes? Nein?

.... till the magic lasts.

Rain!

Shopping purple. Some food and some fun... A Lot of sun!

A blog post on moi!


On booze and coffee, on chocolate and milk. On chances and happiness, on thoughts and wishes. On people and days, on papers and blehs. On parties and cakes, on friends and smiling faces. On status msgs, on weird made up stories. On moments and magic, on hopes and maybes. On you, and you and you.


This blog post is on Everything.

Cheers!

May August pass.

May August pass and take with it
All the bad times and the shit
May September be another month
Where there will be happiness and fun.

I hope this September brings happiness. I hope it brings surprises. I hope it brings fun times.
I hope this September brings interesting days. I hope it brings less complications. I hope it brings good decisions.

Good things and bad things happened at the end of August... Her birthday was so much fun! The preparation for it was so much fun! I'm glad she liked it all. That was a good day.

His cell is still switched off. He is still in a bad mood. We need to meet! Not good, not good......

Coonoor! Where do I even began? The beautiful cemetery, the nice weather, the fun times and the funny people! Everyday was something to do, something to happen... Cheers to the Homecoming!

Too bad about that though... Shit happens, people make mistakes.

September is here!
After effects of August it has been so far... Things will happen this month. It maybe for good. Not just me, them too.
For good.
I hope.
Just as long as it doesn't become hope with a C... :D

Cheers to the passing of August, may September bring us peace.

August approaches...

It's happening again.

History repeating itself - Team B, 1 year old book, the play list... The Bleh.

It's slowly making its way through all the happiness, this feeling that I was once so familiar with. Only this time, I know what it is. I have a name. I have that weird feeling.

"It's amazing how you can still smile after that!"
"Go talk to him"
"Since we had to bring something that meant a lot to us personally...."

"Its all a matter of luck."
"See, its a sign."

Slowly losing things, slowly losing myself.

A passion, I need a new passion.
A book, I need a new book.

The circle of life - guess this was meant to happen - destiny - faith - hope - let go of the bleh - be happy - cause its the circle of life, it will come back.

Cheers to what's to come!

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Cheers! :)

Thoughts running in my head

So... What now?
Wonder whats wrong...
Does it really matter?
True friends...
how long!
Mallu boys.. Gods!
How much do i really matter ?
Apparently not enough..
Have i reached a limit?
Bah!
Go on...
Where'd you go?
What to do!
-sniff sniff-
Don't some people just get it?
food...
T-shirt episodes of fun...!?
Friday!
Photography... Sigh...
What to do now!
Need to find a solution...
Just so gone!

Yes, I do think of all of this and more at one time... I know... I think a lot.

Cheers! :)

Bleh

Its funny how you can just wake up in the morning sometimes and know your day is going to be all wrong... few things will be right... few you expect to go wrong... few... well, just happen!
Thats when this feeling of Blehness creeps into you... Its not happy, its not really sad... its not even truly angry... You feel hate, yes.. But you could also be thinking of something very deeply...
Its when you want to be left like that... You know it will pass... But when its here, some people rather accept it. It makes you want to sigh and breathe deeply, it makes you want to just be pissed off and shout at someone, it makes you want to cry, get drunk, listen to loud music...
But it will pass... It will come again, no doubt... But again, it will pass...

Yes children, thats the circle of life.