This is still August.

So we're still here. The month is long.

There were good things, there were bad things. People were high, people were lost. I am here, I am thinking...

The Homecoming
The birthday.
Karma Police
Playing music.
Our fight
Our talk.

Our lives...

So, many more people are aware of my August theory now. It maybe true, it may not be for you.
You may want to disprove it. I hope you do.

The ironic days... Things are falling into place. Reality bites, but its life.

Inertia creeps... I don't know what to do now. I am used to a routine. I am used to my life.

I was watching this nice movie today... "Pay it forward" it was called. Makes sense to me.
The basic concept was - You help three people, as in truly, when they really need it. And they in turn, help three other people, who help three other! And before you know it, The problem of Global warming will end!! [No, the Movie was not about global warming... Its just the concept thats cool.]

So thats about whats happening... Preparations for birthday and movie is making me run around a little and keep me occupied... Brother was here! More clothes, more funny times... She left though. :(

Cheers to the end of August!

August is here.

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

"We're having a 'talk' tomorrow."
"Don't go. Stay for awhile. Don't leave me with myself.."
"I don't want to be over him...."

I have to go now. Mom in the background, Sleep! she says.... Good night y'all. - 11:00p.m

11:32 - "Hi, sleeping?" he asks... "Simply called," he says.... We talk for awhile.... Have to sleep now...Good night, take care man.

12:08 - She calls. She's in a shitty mood. He's going to do it, she says. She's in a shitty mood. She's looking for that diary. She's in a shitty mood. Call those bums I say... She said ya ok.... I love you, she says. I love you so much too.

12:51 - My brother. He calls. "That guy, THAT guy," he says. "That guy has a girlfriend! What the hell am i doing! I'm ashamed of myself" he says. He is laughing, he can't believe it. He's very amused.
"OK, go sleep now" he says... Good night bro.


August is here.

August 1st :
The day has begun, the month has begun.
- The day doesn't feel good.
- She left a suicide note.
- What is the point?? we argue....
- She cried. "Don't EVER...." she said.

- Stones change things....
"We're ok :)" she says... That's the best news I've heard today.

Maybe there will be good days after all...

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

Cheers!

The four of us! [SPAS]

This is something for all those times...
For Qwiky's,
For sleepovers,
For crazy parties,
For random days.

For every time we made a memory, For every time you made the difference.
For you girls... For my girls...

It all started once upon a time,
Well those days, they were not so fine.
They sat on their white horses and they came,
Picked me up and played this game...

One showed Hope, could dangle on a string,
She said, well, just the right thing!
Snakes and ladders - thats how life is,
With her around, there's nothing I'll miss.

The other told me stories of fun,
She had just all the right ones!
Chessboard of life - black and white was what I'd seen,
She showed me the grey in between.

This one, she knew exactly how it felt,
They are alike, the stories we tell.
Life like a carom pawn- This way or that,
To stick with a decision, thats what she taught.

Together, we became the SPAS,
What it is? Really, don't ask.
They pull me through, these girls of mine,
And I love them, all through time.

PS: Guess this is as "girly" as I can get! Love you bums!

Cheers!

Of closure

There is sand in my shoes,
I’m waiting…
It is time for the blues.

This was supposed to be “it”
Where everything perfectly fit.
I’m waiting…
My shadow grows longer.

They sit by my side,
So close, so far.
I’m waiting…Forever -
Feels like I’m sitting all alone, inside your head.

But now the tables have turned,
It’s all gone, just dropped those feelings behind me.
Somehow I knew it would be this way,
Somehow I knew it would fade away.

This wait for destiny won’t do,
Tears fall down my face, the taste is something new.
The year will pass, the seasons go.

Picked up my thoughts and blew it to the wind,
Watched, as the sea washed it away.
The people by my side, they are here to stay.

When you make up your mind,
When you think its fine,
It is over.

So this is the day
And we both will agree,
It was always meant to be this way.

Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend,
Our days were good, but have come to an end.
All things are said and done, our bags are packed – We will soon be gone.

The 4 of us...

-grin- Something i wrote when full love was coming for these bums!

Met you on a day so dark,
But on that day you left a mark.
As nuts as you maybe,
Best friends are what ya'll are to me.

Times we share, things we dare,
We are crazy but we care...
Take a trip, take a sip,
When on the bike, yes we rip!

Online smiles, nice surprise,
You know cards, not the dice.
Where there are stones, there is a way
And their smiles make my day.

Here's to the happy times to come,
And that music to which we hum.
May those lights guide us home,
Or like Rls we will roam!

So i wrote a crazy poem for you,
But its just to say you guys are too cool!