A Post.

What to blog about?

Its the next year, its a successful birthday, its happy moments, its random shitty papers.
Its mint lemon rasam, its smile smile gifts, its bonding peoples, its time to sleep.

The beginning of the year is always an interesting time. Things happen... Or not.

Its That time of the year i feel all aww about things... My birthday just does that. There are a lot of people out there who don`t get the point of birthdays and the deal. But I dont give a damn bout them. Birthdays are special to me. I like the fact that I was born. I like the fact that You were born... well, a few of you atleast. :D

Some people you spend time with and yet it doesn`t seem enough. Some people are just so nice to talk to. And some people don`t even need to talk. They.just.know... Weird.

I Do have a few "special mentions" in my life. Friends who matter to me, who make a difference. But they know who they are. The happy person, the best friend, the two storytellers [and rant], the elitist foofer, the somberi pillion, the smileys.
Oh man! I just reminded me of another blogger who gives weird names to people on her blog. But really, I like these names ok! :) And plus its a one-time thing only.

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Being curious can be a good thing. But it depends on what you are curious about. As always, its people for me. You learn new things about the human mind and its strange ways of working everyday! Why DO people behave so strangely sometimes?

People meet people, people hang with people. Then sometimes, people really don`t get people. Thus, they move on. Find another with which they bond... But, its never that simple is it?

People are complicated. I like Calvin better. :)

Is it bright where you are?
Have the people changed?
Does it make you happy you`re so strange..

Cheers!

Christmas spirit :)

Happy days,
Chismas phase,
making things,
while they sing!

happy pigs,
cinnamon sticks,
yummy food,
funny mood!

happy elf,
with do-it-yourself,
secret gifts,
and free lifts!

When its time,
there is rhyme,
and some cheer,
will be near!
[P.S: Also beer! :P ]

The ever-changing life.

I sometimes wonder...

We all rant, we all go through similar experiences in life... yet how much they differ!

We all feel, we all know what a certain feeling feels like... and yet we can’t warn somebody else about it.

Most of us "get it" when a friend says something... yet we’re so helpless.

And we all know what some feelings, people, situations, days do to us... yet there is no way of stopping it.

Life is complicated,
Life is beautiful.
Life is an open, continuous road,
Life will go on.

I think back on all the shit I’ve been through, all the wrong friends, all the wrong decisions... It makes me wonder... Im sure everybody has doubts - about others, friends, feelings, decisions... themselves.

Makes me wonder if all the discussions, arguments and psychological testing really help people feel better or worse. Self Acceptance scale? Yeah ok, thanks for letting me know I don’t/do accept myself. Wasn’t aware of it, but now I am!

Throughout life there are/will be small things that changes the way we feel, think about ourselves. Its subtle, but its there. Suddenly one day, you realise life is nothing like what it used to be. You don’t think that way anymore, you’ve grown up? Questionable. :)

Everything changes, everybody changes. Scary, but live with it. After all you are a part of the whole. You are no different.

But then again... you are.

Cheers!

To life and complicated posts!

Of this and that.

Lame kannada music blasting in the background. Something about how these two people cannot forget each other. Some stupid club function. How is Rajyotsava related to a lame kannada song sung badly by some average singer?

She tries blasting The Beatles to drown out the lame music. It doesnt work. The beats of the music at that club gets faster and louder and finally ceases... only to be followed by another song by another slightly better singer.

People come online on gtalk and start random conversations. For awhile she`s distracted with conversations and food. Interesting status msgs to interesting people. Gtalk is a well-equipped timepass tool.

He finally comes online and there is some random conversation about the football match. The topic changes, a few more nice words and lame jokes. 10 minutes already and he has to go. A `Whatever` followed by curt goodbyes.

The kannada music is still blaring. The Beatles lost this time. Some more people talk. More people go.
Now, there is hardly anything left to do online... She looks around, lost in thought. Maybe read that book. She`s still thinking of curt goodbyes.

She`s reading about epistomology and subjectivity. She`s thinking about words.
Her thoughts are interrupted. She doesnt reply to the message this time. She`s still thinking.
Another message. A smile. Her fingers tap away happily before turning back to the screen.

The lame kannada music finally stops. The Beatles won. :)

Time to say good night.
Just another evening online. Just another day that passed.

Good night my friends. Sleep well and dream sweet. Tomorrow will be another day, evening, night. Lets hope it brings something diffferent. Or are we comfortable with what we have?

Everything in its place.

And like the end of every other post,
Cheers!

Thinking and decoding..

There were lives that passed us by,
We didn't know what their's was like.
Phases, people and few other blogs,
People aint that different after all.

Sitting in class, I look around,
People talk, people frown.
There are a few others, who have no clue,
Mundane topics - Should sweatshirts be blue?

Walking out and I meet an old friend,
She talks of days that have come to an end.
Many others, just ramble on
soon one day, they will all be gone.

Wherever I look, this is what i see,
This feeling inside, its getting to me.
Decode and think, am I lost?
This time for me, my fingers are crossed!


Random feelings poetry... Decoding what Im feeling... Not being very successful. Abort mission?

Oh well... Cheers!