As we go on...

Third year.
My last year.
The bonding year?
Super seniors.

"So, where are you going after this year?"

I don't want to leave. I can still look back on my past two years and think of all the memories I have had.
Friends, parties, classes, heartbreak and hopes... It has been by far the most eventful years of my life. Sometimes i wish nothing would change, or at least they come back to how it was.
And then again, maybe not.

The "what if" situations always make their presence felt. I know we are all going through these insecurities about the future... I read the blogs and they all wonder if they are good enough. I do too. "What if" i am not really good enough? They are so many people in my class who might be better than me, who i think are better than me.

But we are seniors, we have to set an example to the juniors. We have to pretend to know what it really is like.
But do we really?
Will we manage to do everything... or at least half of what we hope to in life? Will we become what we want to in this ever-changing, unpredictable life?
But people have before, I guess we will too.

Then there is everybody... The people I have been with, seen for the past two years or so... Is this really going to be the last chance? The last time I will ever sit with them in the same class, share the same absurdities.
Not to mention the varieties of food...! :D
Will I ever see the people i hope to years from now? Reunions may be the best alternative.

Anyways... For all those who care, and I care for, I guess we all do want it bad enough to make it happen the way we want it. After all, I don't think we would have gotten so far otherwise! So lets keep it going...

We shall change the world!

um... yeah. That.

P.S: I really like the following song. Says it right. [Vitamin C - Graduation]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)

Cheers!