What it is to feel...

There are moments in a person's life when the feeling you get cannot be described.

-When you realize how much somebody means to you,
-When you realize how much somebody means to somebody else.

When you realize how much you can feel.


...........

Moments are after all, just momentary. It will pass.
Feelings - They linger on...

Cheers!

A new beginning...

Its nearly the end of this month. It hasn't been very different. And yet it has...

Good things, Bad things, Do they always balance out?

Her status message very aptly describes the happy parts of the month - Of foof, do doos and happy people. :)

There are some days in your life when you are unsure of it all. And then something comes along and the tables turn.
You think, and think and think, and yet your decision becomes impulsive.
There were days when Why? actually became Why not?

A stressed out month, "morogolds" everywhere. A productive month, all the work is done.
A fun month, light moments bring a smile.

It was the after effects of August.
People are strange. They make me curious...

Its always nice to see people happy and smiling.
"We need happy people because we can't make ourselves happy anymore," she said.
"No way. We just want [not need] to find different ways to stay happy, discover new ways."

Its true. Maybe its because we are scared of losing the happiness we got by a certain thing/person. That is why we are always looking. Simple joys of life, there are so many.
If not this, we can turn to something else. If not that we are looking for another way.... Just in case.
But yes, We can be happy if we wanted to. We have all had happy days to remember and bring back to life. What's stopping us? People? Thoughts? Feelings? Experiences? Memories?

Again, good things and bad things. Don't they balance out?
For every bad memory, there is a good memory to think of.
For every bad/sad feeling there is a good feeling - doesn't really have to be happiness. It could be peace of mind. That would make Me happy for sure!

"The things that things do to you!"

Ah, life... Its full of it. Every kind of 'it' you can imagine! It makes a person wonder....

Cheers to smiling days, curious people and interesting lives!

May August pass.

May August pass and take with it
All the bad times and the shit
May September be another month
Where there will be happiness and fun.

I hope this September brings happiness. I hope it brings surprises. I hope it brings fun times.
I hope this September brings interesting days. I hope it brings less complications. I hope it brings good decisions.

Good things and bad things happened at the end of August... Her birthday was so much fun! The preparation for it was so much fun! I'm glad she liked it all. That was a good day.

His cell is still switched off. He is still in a bad mood. We need to meet! Not good, not good......

Coonoor! Where do I even began? The beautiful cemetery, the nice weather, the fun times and the funny people! Everyday was something to do, something to happen... Cheers to the Homecoming!

Too bad about that though... Shit happens, people make mistakes.

September is here!
After effects of August it has been so far... Things will happen this month. It maybe for good. Not just me, them too.
For good.
I hope.
Just as long as it doesn't become hope with a C... :D

Cheers to the passing of August, may September bring us peace.

This is still August.

So we're still here. The month is long.

There were good things, there were bad things. People were high, people were lost. I am here, I am thinking...

The Homecoming
The birthday.
Karma Police
Playing music.
Our fight
Our talk.

Our lives...

So, many more people are aware of my August theory now. It maybe true, it may not be for you.
You may want to disprove it. I hope you do.

The ironic days... Things are falling into place. Reality bites, but its life.

Inertia creeps... I don't know what to do now. I am used to a routine. I am used to my life.

I was watching this nice movie today... "Pay it forward" it was called. Makes sense to me.
The basic concept was - You help three people, as in truly, when they really need it. And they in turn, help three other people, who help three other! And before you know it, The problem of Global warming will end!! [No, the Movie was not about global warming... Its just the concept thats cool.]

So thats about whats happening... Preparations for birthday and movie is making me run around a little and keep me occupied... Brother was here! More clothes, more funny times... She left though. :(

Cheers to the end of August!

August is here.

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

"We're having a 'talk' tomorrow."
"Don't go. Stay for awhile. Don't leave me with myself.."
"I don't want to be over him...."

I have to go now. Mom in the background, Sleep! she says.... Good night y'all. - 11:00p.m

11:32 - "Hi, sleeping?" he asks... "Simply called," he says.... We talk for awhile.... Have to sleep now...Good night, take care man.

12:08 - She calls. She's in a shitty mood. He's going to do it, she says. She's in a shitty mood. She's looking for that diary. She's in a shitty mood. Call those bums I say... She said ya ok.... I love you, she says. I love you so much too.

12:51 - My brother. He calls. "That guy, THAT guy," he says. "That guy has a girlfriend! What the hell am i doing! I'm ashamed of myself" he says. He is laughing, he can't believe it. He's very amused.
"OK, go sleep now" he says... Good night bro.


August is here.

August 1st :
The day has begun, the month has begun.
- The day doesn't feel good.
- She left a suicide note.
- What is the point?? we argue....
- She cried. "Don't EVER...." she said.

- Stones change things....
"We're ok :)" she says... That's the best news I've heard today.

Maybe there will be good days after all...

I'll keep my fingers crossed...

Cheers!